ell the reason he didn’t want to come out is because he is ten fucking pounds! Lol I’m so exhausted it’s now 4am because I was in recovery for a long time because of all the epi they pumped in me.

before they realized I would need a c section I asked for an epi because I was not progressing and I was having contractions one on top of the other. I sat on the birth ball but kept gushing fluid and I couldn’t handle it lol. I walked around but the contractions no matter how hard they got were not moving things along. So they gave me an epi and kept turning it up cause I was in a lot of pain for a long time. It ended up being cause they forgot to cath me and I was full of piss. Apparently more so then usual. When they finally cathed me it was sweet relief.

So I slept for a while casue I was dead tired and my dr came in and said I had made no progress in like 2 hours so it was time for a c section cause the baby wanted to come out he was trying to push out but my body was not cooperating and his heart rate was dropping.

So I went in to the operating room there was a million people in there it was all crazy because they wanted to get him out cause of his heart rate. They told me I would feel pushing and pulling I barely felt that till they told me they were taking the baby out and I would feel pushing on my chest. It felt like they were sitting on me. And that’s basically what Jen described that she saw

I heard them say awwww and then say oh my that’s a big baby! They brought him around the curtain and jen and I started crying. She got to cut the cord and take pictures. He’s so beautiful. Jimi posted on face bok and I’m on my bb so I can’t but I will try and get something up as soon as I can I don’t rmember the exact details of time and everything cause it was sucha whirlwind so hopefully the give you a paper with that jazz on it. Oh and he already loves the boob abd latches perfect and apparently I have good breast feeding boobies. Lol And I love u all and thank u for all the encouragment and love all day! It was sooooo helpful and it kept me going!

I laboured from 830 am to about 630 before I asked for the epi and they told me I would need a c section. Desmond was born at around 945.when they took him out he was facing down and sideways not down and to the back like he was supposed to be. They basically told me there was no way to get him out without a c section.
Already a difficult child one day into this world. Lol